Today is turmoil.

I have been questioned as to whether I'm up to the task of doing a degree - a realisation that people are pondering now I'm heading into the 3rd year of my degree in September. I want to do it, I have all the will and determination to do it but does my body.

I am split in two now, My illness and my degree. I can't get rid of either but I cant keep the illness under enough control to get the best out of the degree and my work is suffering but I am hoping that the Summer might being out some positive things in me and I wanna do more, get out more, see more, write more. I do not want to be the person who gets bogged down and stays at home because my body wont let me enjoy life for what it is. CARPE DIEM!

I have hope, some believe I have too much hope and that it will fail me...true? I Hope not.

Come on world show me what I can do.

Level 3 will pretty much define my grade. I let my illness get the better of me once, I can't let it happen again. I know that only I can keep me going, no one can do it for me.

To all those that are out there who are supporting me...you know who you are...I've thanked you over and over and here is one more thank you. xxx